Ma Ka anchal

Abhi 2017 tak ki bat hai jub mai kanpur msc karne ke liye jane wale the to kitni mahino batey chali thi meri jid ko manane ke liye, papa bhi taiyar nhi the ma bhi ki mai ghar se dur jau. Ma ko lgta tha kaise ye rah payega. Jo Insan apna underwear tak nhi dhota ek glass pani tak le ke nhi pita. Yehi tension thi ma ko. Isko lgta tha mai bahut weak hu.  Kyo ki apne anchal ke chhaw se kahi dur nhi jane di thi. Msc complete kar ke gaw gya to ma boli yehi kuchh dekh le tum bahar nhi rah pawoge.  Eklaute bete hone ke karan ye darti thi. Aaj jub uske samne kitna bhi dard hota hai n to mai show nhi karta. Mai dikhata hu ma mai bahut strong hu. Dekho jiske ek chhink pe 9 totke ajmati thi dekho o ab kitna strong ho gya h. Ab hum badey ho gye h. Ek chhoti si funsi ko din me 10 bar dikhate the n. Ab dekho ab jo huwa h tumse chhupata hu. Kitna bda ho gya hu n. Ha bus aaj bhi morning me underwear nhi dhota jub se tum aae ho. O bachpana mera lauta aaya hai, dekho n ye aadatey abhi tak nhi gyi. College me the tab bhi late ho jata tha is liye underwar nhi dhotey the, aur tum saf kar ke sukha ke rakhti. aaj bhi nhi dhota n, Lekin dekho na situation kitna badal gya n. Tum anchal ki chhaw me rakhi rahi jub tak tab, tak kuchh nhi huwa, jaise hi hum dur huwe, aur jindgi fishla si gayi meri aur mai jindgi ko jhelne lga. Kya karu mai samjhta hu mujhse jyada tumko dukh dard hota hai,  per kya karu mere bus ka bhi to nhi hai. Ki apni jindgi ko ek aise ujale bhare kinare pe le jau jo tum dekh ke khush ho. Mai bachpan ki her o halat dekhe usse bahut dur tumhe le jana chahata tha, khusiyo ki duniya me. Lekin kya karu Jindgi ko ye pasand hi nhi, meri khusi tumhari khusi hum subki khushi😔